2014 1st

I come to bloggy whenever i feel down
yeah so i am here now haha
so its like 3 months i never renew my diary

so its a new 2014 ,
its awe.....so... me?
nah
its just the same
i guess u can say : ITS TIME U HAVE TO GROW UP
well ,
i m 18 now !! haha
never thought of this day would come for me to decide something for my life
yeah its tougher than study
say real ,
i dont know what to study at all
to be more specific ,
im clueless n aimless for my future

Im kinda worry cuz im feeling my result wont be so good actually
ppl would be proud of their so call *flying colour * result
i would just hold a dull paper LOL
I hope i know what i aiming for in my life haha

So , one day this girl ,
i had crush on her? lol idk
feeling gua ..
i ask bout what kind of book she read
cuz i like read story book too , i mean fiction , yeah like percy jackson like that , all sort lahh ~
but love story is the best i guess ,
its addictive awesome , no words to describe
she introduce me to this book
"What's After SPM"
ouh its rly a good book
i recommend a lot for those who dont know what to do n read through their story haha
although i havent finish reading it yet = = ... akward

so , recently i think i just rly forget bout my crush last time ,
it took 4 months to forget ,
a rly long time for me haha
but nvm , at least i tried to forget it
n i did it ,
im always a guy that look tough outside n never in the inside of me .
im sucks in holding up my feeling or hold my tears .
If i wan to cry , i would just cry
please world , theres no such thing , *man cannot cry* uhhhhh
that badass
cry doesnt create for womans only okay
its a gift from god for us to release our feel

N now i had crush on this girl which introduce me this book haha
i dont realize it actually
i keep refresh twit or fb to search for notification ,
then i know something is not right here haha
so i know i had crush on her already
but she dont know
nah its okay , i know she act me as a old fren :)
but its okay,  be tough !

so new year coming soon ,
wish u all chinese out there
chin chang lin long din dong ,
XIN NIAN KUAI LE
hahahhaha racist ass

Wish my road ahead will be easier from now on .