1.3

Its the new month of 2014
hmmm its dooms day cuz this month will be the month where we take our result
but nah
i should have regret before not after taking exam
haha so she told me
gua ..
yea so means no lo
its ok really :)

4-2-2014

I really have no idea to rise now
i m down now
seriously ..
haih
just like a roller coaster up n down
i just hope god give me strength once more to face this
im not that strong but i m not tat weak either

BE TOUGH KAI

3-2-14

Its the 4th day of chinese calendar now
im kinda not enjoying this year CNY cuz angpow too little haha..
n i still expecting her to reply me now ..
yea , guess i just waiting for miracles .
its not that simple , love
sometimes u love her , but she dont
sometimes she love u , n u dont
this is love , love is unpredictable
if u call me to give a reason why i love this girl ,
i dont ,
i dont just simply create anything
i rly do just like her everything
i cannot give a perfect answer
haih ,
but its okay ,

I hope day after today will be better :)
my fren coming on this thurs yay

Life is short
enjoy when u have it
cuz its never come twice

HAPPY CNY TO MY BELOVED FRENS N FAMILY :D

heart broke

my heart broke when she say she cant make it for the date
yea its okay
i guess god do this for a reason ...
whether she meant for me or not is up to god now

Day before cny

So tomorrow im leaving KL..
going to a brand new world ..
bye guys..
just joking lol
tomorrow going to KELANTAN yay
i kinda miss it
i mean , who wont miss it , its like the best fresh air
my shirt i think would be enuf gua ,
hope i reach my desti safely ,

She agreed to have a date
hahahaa
im kinda happy
but cannot too over
cuz she doesnt say she like me ? right ? lol no?
watever hahhaah
BYE BLOGGY

2014 1st

I come to bloggy whenever i feel down
yeah so i am here now haha
so its like 3 months i never renew my diary

so its a new 2014 ,
its awe.....so... me?
nah
its just the same
i guess u can say : ITS TIME U HAVE TO GROW UP
well ,
i m 18 now !! haha
never thought of this day would come for me to decide something for my life
yeah its tougher than study
say real ,
i dont know what to study at all
to be more specific ,
im clueless n aimless for my future

Im kinda worry cuz im feeling my result wont be so good actually
ppl would be proud of their so call *flying colour * result
i would just hold a dull paper LOL
I hope i know what i aiming for in my life haha

So , one day this girl ,
i had crush on her? lol idk
feeling gua ..
i ask bout what kind of book she read
cuz i like read story book too , i mean fiction , yeah like percy jackson like that , all sort lahh ~
but love story is the best i guess ,
its addictive awesome , no words to describe
she introduce me to this book
"What's After SPM"
ouh its rly a good book
i recommend a lot for those who dont know what to do n read through their story haha
although i havent finish reading it yet = = ... akward

so , recently i think i just rly forget bout my crush last time ,
it took 4 months to forget ,
a rly long time for me haha
but nvm , at least i tried to forget it
n i did it ,
im always a guy that look tough outside n never in the inside of me .
im sucks in holding up my feeling or hold my tears .
If i wan to cry , i would just cry
please world , theres no such thing , *man cannot cry* uhhhhh
that badass
cry doesnt create for womans only okay
its a gift from god for us to release our feel

N now i had crush on this girl which introduce me this book haha
i dont realize it actually
i keep refresh twit or fb to search for notification ,
then i know something is not right here haha
so i know i had crush on her already
but she dont know
nah its okay , i know she act me as a old fren :)
but its okay,  be tough !

so new year coming soon ,
wish u all chinese out there
chin chang lin long din dong ,
XIN NIAN KUAI LE
hahahhaha racist ass

Wish my road ahead will be easier from now on .

Fren 2

My biggest fear is not losing love ,
is loss a fren .
Yess , its true i cant let go much of you
but im trying my best ..
sure u oso know the feeling rite for lving someone so long then try struggling to survive without it .
but it not a big deal
Fren its all i got then family
Money ? what use of money if doesnt use it with fren rite?
spend on urself?
can imagine eating ice cream alone in the shopping mall?
to me , friends are my precious
i rly do a lot stuff for my fren but they do nothing for me , its okay
i not making fren for repaying debt
i asking for fren becuz i nid u when i need it lol (wth im writing ) wtv
Yea we cant be couple , im okay with that
no yuan fen , i cant fight that .

Fren really mean a lot to me ,
its not a thing that u can simply buy at 7-eleven store ,
just barge in n ask ,
one fren pls
it doesnt come this way ..
it take times n hardship

I had a bestfren
his name was chee hwee
yea , he a little away from me
its ok actually
i can say if i were him , i would do the same , but not too much la
girlfriend yeah ,
girl.. friend = =
watever lol
but when i in tough situation , he would know straight away
idk how he do that but he did it o.o
dunno what line , probably not digi

so i just lost 2 precious fren ,
i just wan we back like always
yeah im sorry what i done
i cant reversed back , but i can make thing right again once more
just give me chance to do it will u ?