Fren

This week probably the worst ..
I still dont know how the heck a frens can treat me like that
they dont even know how i felt ?

kay .. this is what happen
I planned to do explorace with bc society since last two weeks
all went okay until someone in my class tell the class
about the chemistry explorace will be held
so he told : esok pukul 1.30pm
i was shock ok nvm , then i went to find teacher to discuss
i ask teacher whether teacher can adjust the time or not ..
if not a lot ppl wont come , n scare the explorace will clash
i mean like just discuss hoping teacher can chg the time.
that teacher was nice . she say okay , no problem
then i was relieved
so i went back to class then told bout the chemistry explorace ditundakan.
guess wth he say : why ? why u so selfish one , etcc.... i very dissapoint in u
told me like that
wtf? i just adjusting the time
after finish my explorace then u all go to ur so noble explorace la
they insist wan to make the same time
then dont care me , straight go find teacher .
the whole row where i sit stand up n walk away
whole row , can u imagine that fck
fck frens
i dare to say this
fck u , yeah i almost cry
I hope my fren support me during club activities for koko
but never once they help
always say : useless president , dunno how do thing
well shit , can i make perfect thing without the help of other
can a table stay still without the stand
no rite?
i cant believe my own fren did this to me

after come back from meeting teacher
they told the class the time will be the same
i got so sad nvm . i just accept the fact they just not my fren , even my bestfren did liek that
this week i seldom talk to them , i dont even mix them , most of the time sit behind with malays ,
well yeah , they always good to me
after that when explorace ,
oni 9 ppl join my explorace , n others dunno go where
n the bc society are about 50 ppl
what ppl would think bout me?
useless , no leadership
fck leadership if theres no one supporting

i jsut realize they r just faking infront of me
when i have the goods , they treat me so well
when i did something against them , turn away
wow.. what kind of frenship is this ..
really broke my heart

n .. im sorry teacher
i ponteng most of ur class
but this time i didn mean to
i really woke late
i hope u forgive me